Hormonal!

It's hard you know.. it really is. It's the time of my monthly cycle and as much as you read about this in health magazines, watch Dr Oz advising on this on Oprah, you just can't control that sudden rush of your hormones.

You're happy one minute, like you've been titled the 'most beautiful and luckiest girl in the world' and then you feel like a earthquake victim having lost all your belongings and your loved ones left with absolutely NOTHING!

It's hard to take over them. They totally invade you.

I hate this feeling. I want to fight this. I mean it is ,after all, mind over matter.

The adrenalin was so high in the morning that I was ready to bungee jump off the Grand Canyon, but now it's late in the night and I can vouch that I dont have any serious issues of life. God has been kind. Yet the thought of just letting everything go and vrying my heart out (on nothing..) is very tempting. I won't though.. I know better. But that still doesn't convince the thoughts.

Stupid Hormones!