It's dirty. The atmosphere isn't pleasant. There's racism,hostility, coldness and dirt..everywhere..everything is pathetic. Nothing is pretty..Nothing. The roads, the people, the infrastructure, the cars,the attitude, the lifestyle...nothing..absolutely nothing worth fighting or staying happy for.
No friends,No foes, No work, No future, No help, No support, No love, No emotion, No fun, No where to go, No one to talk, No one to hold, No one to laugh with, No one to cry with ..No one worth living with..Here..it's blur...Here..it's hell.
I'm angry. I'm angry with myself. I'm angry that I didn't think this over. I'm angry that I left my loved ones to suffer,thinking that it might be for the better. Clearly, it wasn't. I'm angry with no future planned out. I'm angry with not being serious. I'm angry ..I'm just so angry.
It's a dead end now. Don't know where to go, Don't know what to do. Am all by myself and need to solve this..fast or else it'll be too late. I'm afraid..it already is.
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